You Look Fine – Wall of Confusion Surrounding Rheumatoid Disease

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Confusion surrounding rheumatoid diseaseConfusion surrounding rheumatoid disease is like a wall between those who have and those who have not – the disease. Where does this come from and what can be done?

Overcoming confusion surrounding rheumatoid disease

When I first started blogging about Rheumatoid Disease, I wrote about The Wall. In answer to an email from a good friend who wanted to know why I would “come out of the closet to blog about RA,” I explained I never meant to be in the closet about this disease. I was actually behind a wall. And then I explained why I believe The Wall around Rheumatoid disease exists:

 Where the wall of confusion came from

Now is the time when I will actually do what you thought I did already: be transparent when it is uncomfortable.

When I first got sick, I used to try to explain why I could not do things anymore. But people did not understand because they do not know about RA. People who knew me before I was sick did remember how I had been so agile and strong. However, nobody here knew me – since I moved here right before I got sick.

Sometimes, I was hurt as much from reactions to Rheumatoid Arthritis as from the RA itself. Reactions I have received include cold silence, changing the subject, comparing Rheumatoid Arthritis to a hangnail, and laughing out loud, “Yeah, right, like you are old enough for arthritis!” I was encouraged to get over it.

Why the wall of confusion surrounding rheumatoid disease exists

Out of self-preservation, people with the disease naturally stop discussing it with others. Who wants to be insulted and dismissed? While they’re suffering the worst pain and weakness of their lives? Not me.

Of course, the blame for the wall lies with Rheumatoid disease itself for being mysterious, invisible, and surreptitious. After about four years of writing about it, reading research and talking to patients and researchers, I believe it is the most maligned and misunderstood condition. And the tremendous irony is that the disease is not rare.

Taking the wall down TOGETHER is doable!

Since I was very young, I think while I’m writing. And that’s what happened that day, May 20th 2009. I wrote out my approach to transcending The Wall, my goals for this site. You can read more about that on the RAW About page or in that original post.

POSTBLOG: In the past couple of years, I have seen those goals written elsewhere on other sites.  I hope you know they came from my heart when I wrote them and if you see them on other sites, they were “borrowed” without my blessing.


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Recommended reading

Read the post that started it all: Managing Rheumatoid Arthritis: Transparency and the Wall

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